I am a scientist. It’s something that I don’t often admit to people. I usually tend to go with songwriter or filmmaker (both of which I am as well). But the fact is that this May I will be graduating from USF with a bachelor’s degree in bio-medical science. We scientists have a tendency to want to figure everything out and we get frustrated when it proves to be an impossible feat. I’ve discovered that a lot of Christians (including myself at times) look at their faith this way.
This poses a problem when we are confronted with a divine being whose ways are far superior to ours. As the speaker on Sunday emphasized, our God has an unfathomable mind; it would be ludicrous to assume that we could understand it fully. While listening to the message at church, I was reminded of the first chapter in the book Velvet Elvis by Rob Bell. The chapter is titled “Jump” and it’s basically about how God is inviting us to follow Jesus with all of our doubts and questions. God doesn’t say “You have to get all of your questions answered before you can come to me”. If you read scripture, God is saying something more like, “Listen, I know you have a lot of questions. That’s a good thing! I want you to ask them! Just know that you won’t be able to figure everything out because I’m a really big God”.
As Christians, we need to learn to ask questions while still embracing the mystery in our faith. Rob Bell put it this way: “Being a Christian then is more about celebrating mystery than conquering it”. Read through the Bible. Abraham, David, Mary; all of them asked God questions and what happened? He accomplished phenomenal things through them. It appears that God likes when people ask Him tough questions; it shows that they are engaged in their faith and their relationship with Him. If you look carefully though, you will notice that these people also acted on faith; even when they couldn’t comprehend God’s reasoning, they obeyed Him because they realized that His intelligence was much higher than theirs.
This idea that faith and doubt go hand in hand is something that I have been dealing with for quite some time. A while back, I realized that God is big enough to handle our questions and doubts. I wrote this song called “My Clever Hands” and one of the stanza’s goes like this:
We could stand around with our hands on our hips.
And try to make some sort of sense of all this
Or we could take a look in a book and find out
That faith isn’t faith if it’s absent of doubt.
Asking questions is something that is not only vital to our relationship with God but it’s also an important facet of our church community. I brought my friend Sarah to church this Sunday and afterwards she told me that she was excited to hear the speaker mention the names of people in Church history who questioned the actions of their peers. It is our responsibility as members of the body of Christ to sort through the traditions and procedures of the church and determine what is Biblical and what is not. We need to discern which ideas are coming from God and which are coming from man. Probably the most notable example of this was the protestant reformation (which the speaker also mentioned). If Martin Luther and others like him had not stood up all over Europe and pointed out what was wrong with the church, the majority of Christians today might still believe that you could get a persons soul into heaven by paying money to a priest. By questioning the practices of our church we purge it of corruption and insincerity. This makes us as members more secure when we worship and tithe and at the same time it shows unbelievers that followers of Jesus are concerned with being as true to His teachings as possible.
When it comes down to it, asking questions seems to be something that is at the core of our faith. When we ask questions to God, we are admitting that we cannot figure everything out and that His ways are too complex for our simple minds to wrap themselves around. When we ask questions to the rest of the church about the way we do things, we are showing people that worshiping with a sincere heart is important to us and that corruption has no place in the body of Christ. You know, maybe being a scientist isn’t that bad after all. As long as I keep in mind that I will never be able to completely figure out this experiment called life.
Trey